Tuesday, December 2, 2008

Don't be afriad to say you don't agree.

So when I created this blog I created it to let my family and friends know what is going on in our lives but this may be turning into my place to rant and rave.
As many of you know I am going back to school. I have made many sacrifices to do this and it has been hard on my whole family including my mother who is a saint and there are special things in store for her when she goes to heaven. I love you mom.
Anyway, today I was in the worst taught History Class in the state of Kentucky and my teacher was going on one of his pointless rants about school in Kentucky and this brought us to the topic of raising taxes. (Let's not forget for all of you liberal minded people out there that even the Messiah, the one and only, the liberal President Elect Obama ran on lowering taxes or at least redistributing rich peoples money for them. To help the little person. Different topic I won't stray from my subject again.) You may wonder what taxes has to do with the College and University systems in Kentucky? Well let me enlighten you. Since most of the people who read my blog are just stupid uninformed moms sitting around eating bon bons all day. You know that we don't live in the real world. We don't have to pay bills and make life change decisions everyday.
If we raise taxes if wouldn't hurt anyone and our schools would get more money. My teacher had the nerve to say we wouldn't even notice.
Well I have listened to his opinions all semester and I just couldn't be silent anymore. I told him I would notice.
His answer to that was that I was looking for it.
I was so confused by that answer. Wouldn't anyone wonder why when more money is coming out of their paycheck. Let me help you understand the way this teacher answers people when he doesn't agree with you. He usually rolls his eyes and turns his head. Kinda uses you for a while to make fun of. So he started this. Going on and on about how important it was to raise taxes. I started to feel stupid at this point. Wondering why he had to use my opinion to talk about how he didn't understand people that think we don't need to raise taxes. I don't remember how he put it right now. Just know that I made me feel that my opinion wasn't right and I was just a stupid uninformed uneducated idiot.
Then every time he would talk about making the schools better he would say that he would have to raise taxes he would stare me down with his contemptuous look.
So I just started to shake my head to let him know that I didn't agree.
Then finally after about 15 min. or so of him going on and on about this I couldn't take anymore and said, "Why don't they just cut their spending."
His brilliant reply, "Do you know how they could do that."
I told him about a friends mother who worked for a commission called The Kentucky Commission on Women and all her and about 4 or 5 other women did was read the newspaper or watch the news and find stories of women who had been discriminated against. That's all. I wouldn't of believed it if her mother had not have told me that herself.
Again his brilliant reply, "Don't you think that women need that."
When I was in the process of answering him he started to talk with the students on the other side of the room. They all started to laugh. Of course I was livid. Here was this liberal man treating me like I was a nobody. My opinion wasn't worth anything.
He ended class right after that and I packed up and started to leave. Now those of you that know me can probably see my face at that moment.
As I walked past him he said, "We don't always have to agree."
At first I didn't hear him. But when I realized that he was talking to me I stopped and walked back into the room.
I said, "You didn't have to laugh at me and make me feel stupid in front of the whole class."
He told me that he wasn't laughing at me.
I told him, "I wouldn't know what he was saying because he spoke over me and everyone was laughing. It wasn't the first time that he had done that in our class and that I wasn't the only person he had done it too."
He said something about how he's had some bad students that had treated him bad too.
I said, "Have I ever done that."
He said, "You were right on the line in class today."
I had to remind him that he was very rude to me and was rolling his eyes at me and staring me down.
To his credit he did apologize to me and at least I think it ended well.
The important thing I learned today is that over the last 13 years I've lost part of myself. I stopped standing up for myself and today I got some of my fire for defending myself back.
To everyone that reads my nonsense thank you. Lindsey

2 comments:

Nikki A. said...

In my defense, I don't eat bon bon's...I eat M & M's ok :D I had no idea you were going back to school - that is awesome! I am really sorry about your evil teacher. A great way to cut some budget would be to fire his sorry butt. What I'm trying to figure out is what do taxes have to do with history? Is it U.S. History, American History?? I guess if it's U.S., but isn't history supposed to be about events, wars, etc. Perhaps his classes are his soapbox for his own personal agenda. No matter what I feel bad for you. You are an awesome person, very smart, and got it together. I'm proud of you for standing up to him. He shouldn't treat others that way, especially in his position of influence. The good part is that it has helped you realize how you want to be and that is a good thing :D Stay strong my fellow mom! Love ya!

Parrott Family said...

You've always had fire girl, you just didn't see it. You are a strong beautiful person. Your teacher is right about one thing- you don't have to agree with everyone. I am glad you stood your ground! I am so proud to have you representing us "bon-bon moms" . Not only that, but also representing a valiant LDS woman. Sometimes people need to be reminded that there is a little chocolate that has been mixed into their cookies and they can't see it.(you know the chocolate cookie story right?)
BE PROUD!!!! YOUR AMAZING!